now you want to be free
so I’m letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never dieno!you’ll always be a part of me
i’m a part of you indefinitely
boy, don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
This song will remain in my heart same as the person to whom i dedicate this most.
Thankz a lot. I’m always here.
My Birthday was long expired and it was last May 9,2008 but I havn’t shared to you what happened during my special day.
The night before my birthday, my older sister greeted me Happy Birthday, though it was an advanced greeting, I still appreciated it. My shyan called me at exactly 12 midnight to greet me happy birthday. Early morning the next day, I received sms from my college DINGS except for Akiss lol who never greeted me and didn’t really remember my birthday.lol. Then from my high school classmates and bestfriend. My mom also greeted me as well as my oldest sister whom she just send me an sms coz she is not living with us. My Aunty Leyda’s Family greeted me. Then later on that day, my other friends sent some messages. When I opened my friendster, again, friends greeted me and some though they didn’t really know me personally, they still greeted me. Later that day, when I was about to leave the house for my work, my father greeted me. when I reached the workplace, my supervisor greeted me as well as my colleagues. I was really overwhelmed. The greetings were really enough for me. And i thought that was it. When my shift was already done and I was about to go home, my shyan surprised me and fetched me in my workplace.
We went to a particular coffeeshop known as Kasagingan. I was quite hesitant about the idea that time coz I was really broke. i didn’t have enough money to treat him but he told me he’s going to treat me. I was really surpised. We ordered spaghetti (I forgot the name), a hot native chocolate drink for him and an iced cold four season juice for me.
As we were waiting for our food to be served, he handed me his gift. I was really touched. He really made an effort to do those things, wasted money just for my birthday and sacrificed his job that night for me.
When I reached home, my parents and sisters prepared a little salo salo for me. Though they were already alseep, they still left some delicious food for me. I was really happy and thankful.
My birthday was such a bash for me. Everything was not planned. I can really say, I had one of the coolest birthday ever. I was certainly happy that day. Thank you to all those people who greeted me on my birthday, to my family who prepared some food for me though I didn’t tell them to do so, to my shyan who sacrificed his time for me and most especially to God for giving another year to serve Him and my family. All i can say is THANK YOU LORD!
You can view more of my picture during this special day of mine to my multiply
Me and my boyfriend had a fight.. and because of his anger, he wrote me something like this..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
Shyan haay.. trust me lng gud sana po..
and besides.. irrelevant na man gud kaayo bi.. liman ka,
2 years ago pa gyud to.. hay.. love gyud gud
tka kaayo bi, dili sa nagacompare ko ha kay di gyud
ko gusto magcompare n tao pero layo na kaayo
tag naabot bi uy.. naggrow ko as
a person, as a programmer , as someone who liked
what i am doing.. ikaw gud akong support ug akong partner.
lain na man gud kaayo na
ginakutkot na nimo ang past
shyan.. wala na man to po.. sultion nato na di ka gusto
sa way na akong giluv tika.. kung bad
man ko karon, terrible ko sauna.. ana gud
layo po.. shyan, basta remember something,
love kaayo tika, walay makapantay.. dugay na ko
nagalaban ug ginapasagdan na ginatira ko nimo, pero
ginapasensyahan gihapon nako.. kay luv tka kaayo..
wala man pud ko
ginatago sa imo.. kung naa man kay as a person
cguro na wala napangutana nimo na personal and not related to
my relationship. k?.. love you so much..
sana maopen na eyes mo.. luv you..
the link was used to be here … http://tigermedical.awardspace.com/shyan.php
And this was my reply..
honestly, Im speechless. I just don’t know what to say.
Im so happy to hear that i became a part of your improvement. You just don’t know how i love you that’s why am acting this way. I just don’t want to loose you. You’re almost my everything. Living with a person whom I considered my partner whose mind and heart are not for me is very difficult. and I hate diescreet answers coz it brings me to malicious reactions and imaginations.
Im so sorry if i acted this way. Maybe i just had a different mind setting. SAbi ko nga d xa celebrity and past is past. haaay.. lam mo kac.. y compared? coz most of your friends knew that you had s gf and it seemed that you were really proud of her. I can’t feel it now.. ambot.. papancin lng cguro ko.. feeling mn gud nako mao n ang isa ka basis sa pagshow sa luv..gkpoi nako ani.. hahahha..
pero luv p rin kta xado..
—oo0oo—
hahaha.. I’m so stupid! I kept on comparing myself to others and to think that I’m unique and different. Ayt? BTW, why do people have this kind of feelings and experiences?..
