sophisticatedlahydie

I’ve been awake for almost 20 hours now and my body is giving up. It seems that my eyes will fall any minute from now. Wondering why I’m awake for that long? Because of "our" thesis. Yes, you’ve read it right. "Our" thesis is not yet done but we were able to marched last March. I’m a graduate now.

Why were we able to march even though everything was not yet cleared? I don’t know.

Anyway,  This is supposed to be a group work but it seemed that only two of us are making a way to finish this. My other two groupmates are lost and no where to be found. And what’s pissing me off here is that our important documents are with my other groupmate who is now no where to be found, cellphone off and no means of any communication can she be reached.

I know you have  almost everything. You can even buy friends and companions! You can even deceived people by your flirty actions. You don’t even watch your words when you speak.

But you know what? I pity you because you always ask money and waste it for almost nothing without thinking how your parents worked hard for it. Sometimes, I can’t understand you, you still greed for money even though you have enough.

You insult others as if you are perfect. You appreciate people whom you can fool. You let others do your thing through your dirty little request. And you look down people especially those who are poor and oppress. Those you think are little and less.

As I look at you, you seem like foolish and will be foolish. Well, I’m not praying for that but if that happens, I will pray for your remedy.

I don’t know if you are conscious of the words you utter and act. If ever you do, you can’t deceive all.

A:papalit ko..

B:pera beh..

A:bayaran lang taka dri..

B:aw..dli ko..

A:cge na bah..

B:d lagi ko..

A: bayaran lagi tka..

B: dli lagi..

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A: naa ko hatag sa imo bah

B: cge..unsa man?

A: Kini oh..

B: cge cge…

A: unya na sabay ta

B: cge bah..

___________________________

B: Asa nmn to?

A: hmm… (still thinking)

Message:

Does B still deserve the gift after what he have done? I mean B really denied A’s request at the very first place. And now, B has the guts to ask that something. Here’s the point, B doesn’t want to sacrifice, B just want to accept and accept. Isn’t it unfair?

Nowadays, you can really buy a person even friendship I guess.

Is dota that addictive?

I just can’t believe that I was taken for granted because of dota.

.. d lahat ng bagay ay nadadala sa suhol..

time check: 2:33am

 I’m still awake till now.. I’m trying to figure our what should I do. It seems that I have to do a lot of things and I just don’t know where to start. And I have to warm myself up before starting a new chapter with series of everything.

By the way, I just got home from dinner in my friend’s house eating Ramen (a korean noodles). Wow, it was H-O-T! really hot but definitely  delicious! I really had to go home tonight and catch some sleep because I still have series of appoinments later this day. sounds busy? nie! I’m just trying to be responsible. marked it "trying"..

 Well anyway, I think my mind is on its track now and ready to face the battle no matter what it is.. *yawn*..  but I think I’m going to eat the words that I have said earlier now coz my energy is draining little by little.

 *yawn*.. *yawn*..*yawn*…. wheew! I think I’m really sleepy now.. nytnyt evryone and good morning to other side of the worl..

Today, I just had a blow even though my day started at 3:00pm. The first thing I did was, I went to Ate Sheng’s crib then went to mall with her to canvas some grocery for her party then after that, we met with other friends across the mall namely, Ate Pao, Tal, J and Kuya Rhys. Then we rode a taxi and headed to Sunny Point Ma-a to attend one of our friends’ siter’s special day.

We witnessed a different type of debut. The concept was Concert Type celebration. It was really fun. The Cotillion was unique because instead of a formal dance that we usually see on debuts, hers was different, she modernized it and turned everything to a different twist. She was bery fun and I felt very comfortable. The place was perfect for the occassion, the food was good, the concept.. everything was okay.

Though we are not close and it was my first time to meet the debutant, she was really nice, funny and accomodating. I liked her self confidence! It was next level. She was awesome!

Thank you Kai, her older sister which happens to be my "crush" for inviting us and Happy 18th Birthday to GEE ANN ANUADA! I wish you all the best and good luck in life. Once again Thank you guys and God Bless… 

that’s it!

sycophant (sikufunt)

noun

meaning: A person who tries to please someone in order to gain a personal advantage