I really feel bad and betrayed right now. I just can’t believe that a promise was broken for unknown reason. This person kept on promising me some things that I actually look forward to. But early this day, someone informed me that this someone got the slot in which I am aiming for. I don’t know what’s the reason behind why i wasn’t chosen. Maybe because I didn’t belong to the TOP before. If that is the reason, why did this person make a promise and left me hanging?

Sorry, I really feel so bad, can’t help it but to express it here.