sophisticatedlahydie

        Nowadays, most of the advertisements are whitening soap, whitening cream, whitening medicine and all sorts of whitening stuffs.

       Am just wondering, why people are pro to those things! Hmm, according to one of my teachers, people are pro to that kind of stuff it’s because of the culture becuase way back history, our conquerors are white. so maybe through ages, it has been instilled in our mind that a person especially the girls are more beautiful if they have white complexion.

        It’s just here in the Philippines wherein morena complexions are mostly discrimanted. Flaunting are just for white complexions!

        But for me, I admit! I’m morena and am proud to be! Being a morena for me before was to ashamed of because way back in high school where my innocent years were developed, white complexions were more appreciated by the people. But now I realized that Morenas are more beautiful because it shows the real personality of the girl. Not because am defending the side of the morena but that is the truth.

       I’m not shy flaunting my morena look coz in me you can find truth about the persons being!

Am proud to be one!

Everytime I see your face or even your picture, my tummy suddenly turn upside down. And suddenly there are butterflies in my stomach. And eventually I feel like defecating. I just don’t know why? What’s with your look that I can’t stop my self from feeling this one? Am I so mean? I’m really sorry but that’s the truth. Well just think positive, atleast you are helping me releasing the toxins in my body. Thankz gurl! oopz! sorry!

My life starts at 4:30 in the morning. I have to wake-up to start a new beginning. Have to go to my duty at 5:30 in the morning. Be productive I may say. Then I have to rush to school by 9:30am for my studies.

Isn’t it exciting when you have this kind of life? I just love the feeling that early in the morning I’m already starting my day right. Helping other people through teaching.

I just finished my first class. She was very smiley and happy of course smart. lol

Now, I’m on my second class, though she rather have fun than having class, she is also smart.

Then ny next student is quite a special child. She easily gets annoyed and as Teacher I must be very flexible in dealing with her. There’s something wrong with her audio and her voice is very soft and low. So i can’t hear her well. This is what we call Patience is a virtue.

My next student is still offline. Maybe he forgets to wake up again. Haha..

Now, Im waiting fo my very famous student whom he toured almost all tutors.

BTW,my students are Korean and I’m teaching english to them. 

I just love it!

There was an urge of me to go online and surf the net. So i went to my usual internet cafe to satisfy want my  but then it was full and i cant stand being on the waiting list. So i have to transfer into another internet cafe. And I remember my friend’s internet cafe.

I walked another block and i found the cafe. And it’s AMIGOAS. I was hesistant to enter coz actually i just brought P30.00 with me and i remembered that it’s P20.00/hr in this cafe(actually im here ryt now). Gladly, my friend (the owner) told me that it’s only P15.00/hr for me coz i’m still a student and to think that I have 3 hours more free.

How about the place? It is not the typical cafe which is so noisy and irritating. For me as a very picky person, it’s so cool and relaxing(as of now). And one thing that is unique here is that it’s a prepaid style so you don’t have to fall in line in counter when you want to log out. Isn’t it unique? ]

If your wondering why Im doing this and if you will asked if I am told to spread the news, actually, this is self voluntary! I just wnat to share what I’m experiencing right now.

Maybe i can call this, My new comfort zone!

I’m just wandering why am i taking CISCO. How important is CISCO? That in fact i don’t even like my course. why am i still studying this course?

Do I still have time to shift to another major or course wherein im really interested at? But im already senior.

Kaya ko to!

Whatta!

Am i stupid or something?

I just can’t let go of this feeling even though it’s been 3 years that passed. But i’m in a relationship right now and i can’t find any satisfaction from it!

This afternoon, one of my friends pour her(ate rina) viand to me accidentally! It was so messy. I have to go home. Good thing Kuya Bitok(a classmate/friend) offered a ride home to change my messy uniform with my two closest friends .

Meanwhile, while I was changing my uniforn, my friends were left in the car maybe they got bored so they bought some snackfoods. When i saw them eating those food, i was like acting absurdly! Not because of what they ate but because on where they bought the food!. Funny to think but that was the front reason. How about the main reason? hmm.. i’l just keep it by my self. It’s some kinda confidential.

Well, i think what’s important is that i learned my lesson and through that lesson, i relaized that i should make the first move to reconcile with them.

please pray for me that my pride won’t over rule me.