sophisticatedlahydie

Disoriented and distorted

since you left. 

‎- While you’re ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention
- while you’re giving her problems another guy is listening to her problems
- while you’re too busy for her another guy is making time for her
- while you’re making her cry another guy is trying to make her smile
- while you’re not sure if you still want her another guys already figured it out.

-So True People ♥ (:

I’m trying to check how my phone works if I use it for blogging.but as I have observed its more convenient if I use html in editing. Just be sure that u know a little about html..
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You may find the word "Chiqueling" strange. Yes indeed, its really strange and its out of any of the best dictionaries in the world. Thats me! Its my own way of writing anything without any sense of direction. Giggling in writing.. ^^. Its really great being back to writing. Nothing compares on things you apply like proper grammar, proper composition. But if not applied for quite some time, i can really say its very hard to regain it.

Blogging, reading, web developing, and so much more. Those are the few things i want to go back. And it seems I have to start from scratch and try hard to put my interest back on me..

Our Mind is indeed powerful. It can think of a lot of things, imagine beyond reality and even control your emotions and overpower thoughts thats not worth to think of. 

Mindset is something a mind telling us what are the perfect things, schedule and goals to achieve to. Its a state where you begin your journey to be a better you. 

Mind setting is the  most difficult one because its when you conceptualize everything to have a what you call, "perfect" goals. The implementation of what you have thought for. Having on track and balancing the unexpected circumstances that come into your way.

Honestly, there are a lot of temptations, unexpected circumstances, and even trials that come into my way which hindered me from achieving my goals and I just realized that all of those were just state of mind that in can be eradicated. I just need focus and a hundred percent determination-The biggest challenge. *.* 

There are words that are better to be left unsaid……….

Just seen your video and seems like you were not the person I have met before.. you are more fearful now and less confident.. I dont want to see you like that. I still want to see you successful.

You have to get out of your shell and fear nothing and less be perfectionist for you to meet your goal and prove to people who you really are and what you can be..  ^^.. 

Failure is still part of life. Learning how to stand and think of the positive things is still the best remedy of the great challenges in life. ^^ 

Its my first time to blog with alcohol in me. The feeling is really different. I can barely type my keyboard. 

I just want to get drunk and sleep. We are not okay and i definitely want to get rid of what im feeling. I wish to reformat my heart. Its my first time to do this.

I dont want to repeat what had happened to me.  But it seems like every man has the same being-being polygamous! I cursed every man who cheats to their girlfriend who loves them truly, that never they will be successful in life! Even though they tried their best, they will never be successful!

All men especially who have sinned against me!